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Yes, this is the continuation of the first part. I was looking for some good poetry when I read the below one. After the first read, I still was reading them again and again since I liked them so very much. One, because the poetry is amazing and second, it’s so true what is said in just two lines. So without further delay, here they are, Naa jane kis ko pasand aa gayi hai meri aankhon ki nami, Main hansna bhi chahoon to ye palkein bheeg jaati hain!   Here is its translation in English, I don’t know who likes so much my wet eyes, Even if I want to smile, these eyelids become wet.   Here is the 2nd one, Har baar wo kyun mujhe chhod jata hai tanha, Main mazboot to bahot hoon magar pathar to nahin!   And it’s translation in English, Why does she always leaves me alone, I am strong but still not a stone!   Here is the 3rd one and my most favorite, Wajood sheeshe ka ho to patharon se muhabbat nahi karte Mohsin, Ehsaas-e-chahat na mile to...

It’s true. It’s not very often that I shall be having some fun moments and when it happens, it’s a really important thing for me. That’s the same which happened yesterday when me and my friend Sidhu went along to one, buy a cap for him, two, have a look at two malls and three, have dinner outside somewhere. I don’t normally go anywhere when I am in the session. It’s not that I am not willing but I get so tired when I am in the session that after coming back to my hotel/guesthouse, all I want to do is to take some rest, study if needed and then try to get some sleep. But I do like to check the place and if possible, to go out if I have a chance and I can manage my work after coming back. And if I get a company of someone, the whole thing becomes really easy and fun-filled. That the same which did happen this time when I am here at Hyderabad. This time, I am having a lot of people with me here whom I don’t get a chance to meet very often which includes some of my friend very close and ...

I got a call from home today evening about something which is very important but has landed up in trouble. There is an issue that has come up and has disturbed all back at home and needless to mention, I am also so much tensed. If I would be there, I would had made sure to do all to sort the things out but since I am not there, all I could do was just to tell all to be calm. I hope the issue gets resolved asap and also this that I can be back asap to check over things. I don’t get to say often but yes, doing the job that involves so much of travel and keeps you away from home, at times is just so hard to do, it really is!

Just a quick post to share something that I just read and found it absolutely true. Have a read, It’s not very common that a guy would be in tears, especially for a girl. But when a guy cries for a girl, it means no one can love that girl more than him! Trust me, it’s absolutely true!

At times, a really hard truth is said in just few words and that’s what I read just now. Have a read, A person who truly loves you will never let you go, no matter how hard the situation is! It takes nothing to leave someone in tears for your own dreams, wishes like career, study in abroad but it takes a lot to hold someone’s hand and keep holding it doesn’t matter what happens! Unfortunately, there are not many now in this world who dare to do the later part because now a days, thinking from mind has become more important than from heart and mind always decides based on profit and loss count, thus never going towards loss or trouble. But (stupid) heart doesn’t look into anything like that and keeps doing what mind won’t ever approve in the first place thus resulting, finally ending up being crushed into millions of pieces of none else but it’s own. And those who listen to heart than mind, they end up sitting in the corners of their rooms, hiding their face with their hands, their ...

First of all, I wish you all a very happy Holi ( you can check another link as well) . I guess there is some confusion about when it is this year because some are saying that’s its today and some are saying that it’s tomorrow. The official holiday is tomorrow so I hope, most would be celebrating it tomorrow only. But whenever it may be, I still wish you all a very happy and colorful Holi and I hope you would celebrate it with your friends and family in full swing. I am not at my home and that goes without saying that I am missing not being there but still, the condition that I am right now, I guess, it was a good decision not to travel back to home and then again travel the next day to the destination where I am going tomorrow. There is a change of my program due to which I shall be on the travel. Actually there are couple of changes which did happen in the traveling schedule of mine and the last change came out to be the final one. Its a bit confusing but I shall try to explain still...

I should have been on bed now and sleeping. There is a really tough session that I am handling right now which has become even more tougher since there is just so much of pain that I am having in my throat and left ear for reason that only god must be knowing. I can’t turn my neck around even easily and if I push myself to, the pain is more than what words can tell. And the icing on the cake is that the mind is just lost in so many thoughts. I wish I could find some sleep, peace and smiles from somewhere, anywhere but seems like that it’s wishing too much! Update: I guess I really did wish too much and may be god is really having a lot of quota of pain for me. I guess, the pain already within heart and the recent one, within ear and throat wasn’t enough because have got the right elbow hit severely in the morning with a deep cut which did bleed a lot and also the left knee, which got hit and is hurting equally badly like the elbow. And irony is, today’s day at the session is one of...

Yes, I am being really busy. There are tons of things that I am handling, doing at this moment and despite being so tired doing all of those things, it still makes me feel so satisfied and happy because all of those things are for my sister. As I mentioned in my last post, I was out for the whole day yesterday for shopping and there was nothing that I wanted to get for myself. It was all for sis that I wanted to and was needed to buy for. Okay, may be I did get a little bit of something for me as well to be really honest. What was it? Well, a hair cut :) . Yes, since I am leaving tomorrow and what I knew about my schedule( which I came to know today is a little changed now) that I was going to be away for long( I am still going to be but not too far and not in a stretch) so I thought that I shall get a hair cut. Once free from there, a quest to find a specific dress for sis(I wont mention what right now). That was something which I thought would be a relatively easy process but prove...

Yes, I’m back after a grilling yet exciting session. What seemed to be a long week, turned out that it was one of the best sessions that I have conducted. There was nothing exciting in the travel besides that  I was going to take my flight from Chandigarh which is just 2 hours away from my place. So going there by bus doesn’t seem like a burden at all for me. It takes almost 7-8 hours for me otherwise to travel from my place to New Delhi via bus, comparing that with the two hours of travel seems like no travel to me. The flight takes almost 3.5 hours from there but thanks to the delays in the departure( due to numerous reasons out of which few actually sound genuine) , it takes about 5 hours from the actual scheduled time. But that’s still acceptable to me compared to the 10-12 hours of the time that I spend(waste) even before I reach the airport at New Delhi. Though the flight is not a low-cost carrier but still, there is no free food that’s served within the flight. If you want...

I just read two amazing poetries, something which is so simple,yet so deep and sad and needless to say that I liked both so much. So here they go with their English translation coming along as well, Palkon k bandhan tod kar daaman par aa gira, Ek aansoon mere sabr ki tauheen kar gaya!   And it’s translation is, After breaking the boundaries of my eyes, one tear rolled down and fell in my lap, That one tear did insult my patience.   And here is the 2nd one, Uski aankhon mein nazar aata hai saara jahan mujh ko, Sirf khud ko us ki aankhon mein kabhi dhoondh na paya!   And it’s translation in English, I have seen the entire world in her eyes, Its just me whom I could never find in her eyes.   What do I say except this that both are so true,so sad and just amazing , aren't they?

Yes, that’s me. And here are some facts about this combination of sun-signs (thanks to zodiac facts) for this), 1. Capricorn/Aquarius cusps are involved with and interested in social institutions. They want to make them work as they were meant to work. 2. They are humanitarians and philanthropists, the visionaries of the Zodiac. 3. Friendship is important to them, and they have many acquaintances, in addition to their close friends. 4. These people are also ambitious and disciplined, determined and dedicated to achieving their goals. They are practical, realistic and cautious not to get in over their heads. 5. Capricorn/Aquarius work hard to bring their ideas to fruition, stubbornly refusing to give up their causes. This may appear as a Capricorn trait, but it is actually representative of the fixed quality of Aquarius. 6. The cardinal quality of Capricorn is seen in their ambition and their willingness to embark on new projects. These people are independ...

To work, when you are are not feeling well. And that’s the same is my condition right now. Only I know how I am pushing myself to come for the session, deliver it and go back. And  if you add to fever, cold , endless painful thoughts which are the rewards of your stupidities awarded by some nears and dears, it’s like someone has taken away your heart and still is asking you to be alive. Sigh, not sure what to do except to just keep pushing myself till I wont collapse for forever and tell you what, I can see it happening soon.

I am back from my Thailand tour. Contrary to what I thought, it came out to be an excellent trip and for this, a big thanks goes to two people, one my travel guy and second to Piya, a BIG travel guy whom I met at Thailand. I wanted to write parts of this tour while being there only but at the end of the day, I was just so tired that I couldn’t even get up to do so. I wanted to write about it as soon as I got back but thanks to fever and cold, I couldn’t do that too. But since the trip actually came out to be really nice, I wanted to write about it before I would forget the details, I thought I shall do it today so here it goes! I always travel alone. There is never that I am with someone or someone is with me when I am on a business travel. This time also, it wasn’t going to be any different. But this changed all of a sudden when I got a call that my travel guy is also going to accompany me. He wanted to meet some of his Thai alliances there and also wanted to do some shopping, at le...

Yes, I am back from my Thailand travel. I came back two days ago and thanks to my carelessness, I am having fever and cold. But I have to travel today again for another program and I must say, if you are having fever, its  not something that you would like to do. But I have no other choice except to pull up my socks and go for it. I am compiling my post about the Thailand travel. So very soon, I shall be posting it. Till then keep watching this space and pray for me that all goes fine since the program happens to be a really tough program.

I guess you might have understood. If not, that’s “hello” from a male in Thai language :) . Yes, I am at Thailand right now. No, not for vacation or holiday but for work (not going to make any trip anymore for vacation or holiday, have already tried to make one(and not just for me only) and got just punishment for doing so) . I am sitting here in my session and fortunately got a free internet access to use so thought will put this small note here. I shall be writing more about the day 0 and rest of the days soon. Have taken some pictures with a machine gun approach already on day 0, will try to take some more and post all soon. So keep watching this space :) .

I got a call from a friend of mine whom I met about 4 years back when I went for a training. He was a participant, a really good, nice , intelligent and technical guy. Though all the guys were so much good in the session, he was a little different from all because one, he was almost of my age( turned out later that he is actually older than me) , second, he is also a Punjabi guy, third, he was very friendly. After the end of the session, I invited him and his wife for dinner at my hotel and both kindly accepted my invitation. We did a lot of talk and had a good time speaking about lots of other things other than oracle. His wife is also very nice. Needless to mention, it was one of the best moments for me because it doesn’t happen very often. I was very happy to hear that they did like this (bad, stubborn and god knows what else) guy so much too and asked me to be in touch for the rest of the life. I am not a sort of person who would promise and wont keep it and I did promise that I wo...

I am sitting here in my class room and waiting for the delegates to finish the practice session. Though I am not feeling well, but I guess, we still had a great week and discussed many things about oracle. I hope that despite my upset mood which has nothing to do with oracle didn’t impact much my program and also the delegates didn’t see the anger on my face which I tried to put behind my smile. The delegates are really good, friendly, supportive and showed a great interest in listening and learning the complex module which we have covered in this week. I hope I was able to say something useful and did help them in some way to get started. For few times, I was totally blank thinking about somethings but then I was able to gather myself and was back on track. For the next week, I was going to be staying here only. But there is a change of plan now and I have to travel overseas. It has come all of a sudden and the module also would be a real tough one. On top of it, I am not feeling so...

Why it’s so that even when someone is almost dead, it just doesn’t matter? Why it’s so that even when one knows that he is completely wrong and is hurting the other person so much, it just doesn’t matter? Why it’s so that even when someone is told that that the person is so much sick, is on the bed and almost died and is upset, all what he says that “sorry my bad, get well soon” like it doesn’t matter? Why it's so that one can’t see that the other person is not so unimportant and if he is angry, there must be some reason for it and  but still gets the treatment like it doesn’t matter? Why it’s so that even when someone is crying so much, it’s so easy to just get up leaving him in tears like it doesn’t matter? Why it’s so?

I have just got the below two lines from a friend in a text message and I just loved them. So without saying anything more, here they go,   Tujh mein aur mujh mein faraq sirf itna hai, Main tere liye sirf hoon aur tuu mere liye sab kuch hai!   And it’s meaning in English is, The only difference between you and me is, For you, I’m just there but for me, you are everything!   I am not sure that I would add something  more to it except this that it takes a lot to forget yourself and do things for someone else but it’s very easy just to think about yourself. It takes nothing to live for your own but it takes a lot to die for someone else. It’s so easy to smile for yourself but it takes a lot to cry for someone else. I guess I shall stop here since I am going to be in the session. There is another piece of an awesome (sad) poetry with me which I shall be putting here soon. So till then, watch this space :) .

It’s been a crazy and busy day today. I was running from here to there to do tons of things, mostly doing damage control. I shall be on the road again and to tell the truth, I am in a real bad mood! Day started with visiting my travel guy whom I have to pay back some amount for a travel. I had requested him to let me pay him in installments since there are tons of things that are on my head and since I happened to know and working with him from so long, I believed that at least this much flexible he can be while doing business with me and fortunately, he did accept my request. So today it was the first installment that I went to pay him. He asked me how did everything go, in answer of which I gave him my “signature” smile and said, “it was okay”. Not sure if I could really tell him that for whom I went, they didn’t even wait for  me to get back home to punish me for doing “always just what I want”, I don’t understand a darn thing and I am just wrong in doing anything and everythi...