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I just stumbled on this forthcoming song from the movie, Love Mein Ghum which mean pains in love. I wouldn’t be translating this song because I don’t think its going to be worth it but still, its a good song and it just hurts to see that there are no more such kind of people in this world who do feel the pain of their loved ones and cry for it. The people of this world are more into to looking for their own happiness, worrying and bothering just for their own dreams of career, study in abroad etc etc. Anyways, I shall not be putting anything more here since I am in a real bad mood at the moment. Enjoy the song and if I shall get enough requests to translate it, I shall do it as well.   Let me know if you did like it, its in Punjabi but at least, those have got their hearts broken into pieces from those whom they thought would keep it safe, they would be able to at least understand and feel the pain depicted in the music.

Well, I didn’t get to write about the weekend adventures of mine because there wasn’t any and I was down completely with the severe backache and headache. I went to my friends place for some time and it did help a little to get a little better with the pain. But its still there and I have just applied the gel. To make things more worse, just slipped on the damn floor thanks to the slippery wooden tiled floor. Did it hurt? Well, its a wrong question to ask if you ask me! Anyways, the weekend is finally over (already its two days) and the tough week is going on. So far, the session has started okay. As usual, the guys and gals are very nice, friendly and eager to learn the module. There has been a delegate in the session who told me while sitting after the session, that he used to read my replies when he was stationed overseas for couple of years and he is very happy to meet me finally in-person :) . He mentioned that when I became an Oracle ACE, he was really happy to see my growth. Now

Nothing sounding new I guess but what to do, that’s all what is there. I have finished this week’s session yesterday and I have been told that I shall be having the next session here only. Which means that I need to stay here for this weekend. The session went well(I hope) . As I mentioned already, the delegates(those four who were present in the entire week), were really good and we had a great time talking about Oracle database and also about some other things like this place Banglore, world, food. It was a basic module but for me, its always a great fun to do it because here the delegates are not very experienced and its so good to discuss with them in a great detail and push them towards the path of learning oracle database. The delegates were very friendly, nice and co-operating. I am still a little disappointed from one delegate whom I mentioned about in the last post too. He didn’t show up in the last 3 days at all and I have no idea where the heck he was and what the heck he

I am extremely tired and sleepy at this moment when I am sitting and writing this post. I have just come back from the session and I am feeling hungry like anything, thanks to a really bad lunch that I had in the afternoon. But despite being tired, sleepy and hungry, there is so much of pain and also there is tons of work that I need to do which I am not sure when and how I am going to finish, I have to that I know but just not able to focus. If you are a regular here, you must be aware that I was at home last week, not on vacation but working. Still, its just so good to be at home. On Sunday, I started the travel. It was going to be a short travel from home to Chandigarh because I was going to take a flight from there itself to Banglore( where I am right now) . The airport at Chandigarh is completely revamped now and I must say, it has become really good! But a good airport can’t bring the flight on time can it? So the flight of mine got delayed and one delay leads to another, my st

My week long stay at home is coming to end today. Though I wasn’t completely free while being at home because I was handling a web-conferencing program which used to get started quite early in the morning. It was a very tiring program but I am glad and very satisfied to see that the I have done well(in fact, very well) in that program. Thanks to both the delegates for their support in the entire program and I hope that the program would help them in their work and in the learning path of oracle database. My sister is also visiting home in the same week when I am here. It was so good to be with her :-) . She would be leaving tomorrow I believe and I wont be at home to see her off. But its okay because I am sure she is going to be alright and that’s all what matters. I have also done many miscellaneous things like I have got for myself an anti-glare glasses. I was suggested by a delegate of mine to get it because most of my time, I am sitting in front of computer and its not really goo

Yes, not every time, everything which is short has to be sweet as well. That’s what the below quote is all about too,short, bitter truth but certainly not sweet! Sometimes you just smile, not because you're happy but because you need to find an escape from the pain you're in! Isn’t it so true but the worst part is that when people laugh at your pain, not just those who are unaware about its intensity but also those, who gifted it to you! But that’s what life and that’s what the people of this world are all about too I guess!

If you are a regular here, you must be aware of my fondness for good poetry. There is a lot of it already posted by me here in case you haven’t read and I believe, the quality of it is very high. All what one needs is to understand the depth of the writing, something which doesn’t come very easily to many. Anyways, so to keep up the same tradition, here goes one more which I really liked and that’s the reason its here. I shall translate the meaning in English as a while but first, the original version in Hindi, Umarr saari to bohat door ki baat thi Wasi, Ek lamhe ke liye kaash vo mera hota!   And it’s meaning in English is, It was too much to ask for the commitment of life time, Alas, if he could be mine for a moment only!   Isn’t it  sad, painful but still so good two lines of poetic masterpiece?

Just read this and I must say, its 100% true, sad but true. The feeling of missing someone hurts, but it kills you even more when you know that the person never thinks about you anymore.

I am not a big fan of Mahesh Bhatt and especially not of Mr. Smoocher (self given name) aka Emran Hashmi . I am not sure that in which movie Emran Hashmi has actually done the acting rather than just kissing his female co-stars. His movie Murder was nothing more than few steamy scenes collected together of mad sex, lust starring an unfaithful wife, a lusty guy(guess who played that part) and a confused/frustrated husband. Thanks to the smooch scenes, movie made big bucks on the box office still making Emran Hashmi an overnight and over-rated movie star. Oh and did I mention that the movie was actually a remake(or copy) of Unfaithful ? Never mind, who watched both the movies anyway for the story isn’t it? Emran never learned from his mistakes and kept on doing the similar sort of movies ( thanks to his uncle Mahesh Bhatt of making such movies and casting him in them again and again) and I guess, it won’t stop any time soon in the future as well. Since the movie Murder was a smashin

Why not people of this earth bother even for a moment too before shattering someone’s heart in pieces and making him bleed to death? Why not people’s hand tremble when they put tears and pains in the lap of someone and yet after doing so, they think that they haven’t done anything? Why not people, not for a moment too, pause, think and try to imagine that how much they have hurt someone who has no fault of his yet he got the gift of tears, pains and cries? Why people do all this and yet claim that they haven’t done anything wrong and they have no fault whatsoever? Why not people sit back and try to figure out that if one is angry and upset, it may not be because he likes to be like this or he likes to “argue” but may be because he is so hurt, sad and upset from things said and done to him and that too, by none other than that person whom he believed who would not hurt him ever, that he might have forgotten now what its like to smile,to be happy?  Why not people think that saying so rud

I have just come back yesterday to home after a long, tiring but good tour. It was very exhaustive but fortunately, everything went really well. All the three sessions which I conducted, I met with some really smart, friendly and energetic delegates with whom I exchanged a little about whatever I know about Oracle database. It was a lot of fun and I learned a lot from the delegates( as like always). Thank you all for such being so friendly, co-operative and for listening to me for such long hours. It was indeed a pleasure and honor for me to meet all of you and I certainly am hoping to meet you all soon in some other session. Now, about something which I was told yesterday by my doctor. Those who know me “well” , they are aware about this fact that I have met with two very serious physical traumas which got tagged from a mental trauma. I am always very careful, some times, to the level of being intolerable and irritating as well, for those whom I love and care the most( that’s anot

This is going to be very short and quick one and it will be about two things! One, I am not a photographer so I just clicked some pics in my last week’s Singapore’s tour. If you are interested in few randomly clicked , click here . Two, all talk about Facebook and how cool it is! Well, I don’t think that it’s cool but its not a complete piece of crap either. And its just highly unlikely, the big daddy of web world, Google will just sit and watch FB laughing on it over making Buzz and trying to create Wave . If you think that those two were the (failed) desperate attempts of Google to come in the social world and they can’t get it right, well, say hello to Google Plus , a new platform of Google which is not just a social platform from the giant but also would bring new changes to Google as well in the subsequent time to come. If you haven’t heard about it, read about it from the below link, right from the master himself, http://googleblog.blogspot.com/2011/06/introducing-google-p

If you are a traveler, you must be aware about a saying, “this world is a book and if you haven’t traveled , you have just read one page” . But how about when you are doing a little too much of reading :-) ? Well, your eyes would start to get hurt ;-). Okay, a not so good joke, never mind, let’s come back to the post. I was going to post this post when I had just reached Banglore but thanks to being tired like dead and a task to complete the book review of my friend’s book, I just couldn’t do it. Anyways, its better late than never, isn’t it! So, I have finally managed to reach Banglore in one piece, without missing any flight and with a smile and satisfaction because I was able to finish my work properly. There is nothing which makes one more happy than seeing his hard work appreciated and seeing a smile on other’s face showing that they were happy and the time that they spent, was worth spending! That’s what I guess I was able to achieve with my last session and not to forget, relive

Its Friday but I am still at Singapore, fortunately in the same hotel where I was the entire week. The hotel got a cancellation and didn’t throw me out but gave me an extension today for a day till tomorrow :) . I went to have dinner and tried a new place today as well(have tried one yesterday and did dine at an old place as well). Did buy some chocolates and now, back in the room of mine. As I mentioned already in an another post, I came to Singapore in 2006 for the first time. At that time, I was totally messed up mentally(just for the record, I still am) or may be I can say that the mental breakdown of mine happened at that time and it hasn’t healed since then. I did get up from a very serious sickness(stayed in the hospital for many weeks) and got an offer to come here. I took the offer to come here to change the environment around me because I was almost dead and if anything could distract me was a place change and loads of work.  And these are the two things that I am doing sin

Those who know me well, are aware about the fact that I absolutely love oracle database and poetry. I am always looking forward to read something new about oracle db and also to read a good poetry that would shake the inner soul of mine completely. If you haven’t done yet, search over this blog for many such poetries that I have put and also some which are written by me as well. Its just amazing that how in just few lines, a lot can be said, isn’t it? Keeping the trend alive, below are some of those poetries that I absolute love and are among my favorites. These are in Hindi and I shall translate their meaning in English as well. So without further delay, here we go, (1)Tumse ulfat ke takazay na nibhaye jaate, Warna humko bhi ye chahat thi ki chahe jaate! You just couldn't fulfill the promises of love, Otherwise I also wished to be loved! (2)Hum ne aaghosh-e-muhabbat se ye seekha hai sabaq, Jis ko zinda na rehna ho wo muhabbat kar le! I have learnt this lesson

This is actually one of the three posts which I have in my draft folder from some time. Since one) I am sitting a little free at the moment in my hotel because its the last day of the session tomorrow and second) I am not sure that I shall be able to write it tomorrow because there is some problem with my booking status at this hotel. It was supposed to be till a certain date but it is getting over tomorrow and now, I am not sure that I shall have an extension because the hotel is completely full. If you haven’t seen me angry and upset, well , then its not possible for you to imagine that how much I can get and how do I look when I am angry so will just say that I am TOO MUCH angry right now. Anyways, will see what will happen tomorrow. At the moment, the post is about the HTC Incredible S , an Android based phone from HTC which I bought few weeks back. I have an iPod touch which I bought few weeks back. I blogged about it here as well too. Besides that, my sister also has an iPh

I just read this below statement and needless to mention, I truly loved it. The only sad part is, its far away from becoming true ever and to be honest, I really am not holding my breath for it to come true as well. But still liked it so much, Sometimes when I say "I'm okay", I want someone to look me in the eyes, hug me tight, and say, "I know you're not."

Yes, I am at Singapore . Its been a while since I have come to this office where I am sitting right now, Suntec Tower 4 . The last time when I came here was in 2006. That was the first time when I came overseas for delivering a training program and this time again, the reason is same. Its so good to be back here and meet few persons whom I had met long time back and who actually taught me the few of the first lessons about the tactics of delivering a sessions. The session which I am handling right now is a VERY tough one and I am trying my best to keep things running smoothly. Hope all remains and goes fine. Its time to go for lunch. Been very long that I have seen food courts here at Suntec . Hope will find something to eat :-) .

Yes, that’s a truth. Its been tons of things that I have just done in these last two days of mine and still, the list of things is not finished. And to make things more spicy, I am going overseas for a very tough module for which I have done a lot of preparation but still, the heart is beating so much fast because I am aware both about the complexity of the module and the mandatory condition that I must perform well, if not in the best manner, in it. Whether I shall be able to do so or not, I am not sure. Last week session of mine was a very pleasant experience. There were just four delegates, three guys and one gal but all of them were very friendly and eager to learn the technology of which I was taking the session. One delegate out of four was very witty and he did bring so many moments in the sessions which brought not just smiles but laughter on the faces of all of us. There was one particular thing that he was really interested or was mentioning about, about my wedding :-) . I

I am not a poet, never claimed to be one and probably, never will be one either. Whenever I have tried to write something poetic( here , here , here , here , here and here ) , I have mentioned it that don’t expect that I shall be writing a masterpiece in poetry. Still, at times, when some thoughts, pains of some wounds given over soul rise their head, one does attempts to do many things. Some die(some try doing it but not sure why their wish of going away doesn’t get fulfilled) , some get themselves buried under work and some, along with burying themselves into work, do give a try to write some words even. Irony is that those who give such wounds, such pains to their beloved ones . This is the reason for these write up to originate, at least in my case. If you think that they are a complete shame to poetry, well, there you go. I have been warning you all the time that don’t expect Shakespear or Ghalib writing here. So with the fair warning, here is one another write up that came up