Aman's Blog....

Yes I came back today but I shall be leaving again tomorrow.  Yup I came back for one day only.  Last tour was okay( I hope so).I got some really good comments from the participants so for me that's the assurance that everything went okay.  Rest everything was normal except there was ( and now this situation has become worse.) so much rain back there in Mumbai.I was lucky enough to come out yesterday and no delay was issued for my flight.  But from today onwards almost all the flights are now getting either delayed or worse,yup canceled. Now tomorrow I shall be leaving.  This would be for a client side and its been a while I have taken that module so I am a little shaky.  I hope and wish everything goes fine.  Pray for me guys! And about the moment of achievement, today I have received an award of appreciation from my manager. According to him, I have done good work.  I am thankful and happy about receiving but if you ask me to open my heart, I...

Yes I shall be leaving tomorrow.  Once again, there are some of the toughest modules ahead.  I shall be (hopefully) coming back on weekends and will be leaving on Sundays.  But that's something which is not so important.  The modules that are going to come in front of me are very tough ones and I really am feeling so much nervous.  Pray for me guys that everything goes well and absolutely fine!

I have cleared my 10g DBA certification today.  It was long due and was one of the biggest burdens on my head. I have cleared it with a decent score.  Definitely it still doesn't mean that I know Oracle 10g inside out as there is ( and always will be) so much yet to learn but now I am feeling a bit relieved

I couldn't write about the wedding that happened of my friend Puja.Its just that I am a little struck up in some thing which is not leaving me any room for the updation of any events.  Well the wedding went really fine.  It was all very well planned and done and the entire credit for that goes to Kavita who despite being injured did everything and managed everything so well.  I am happy as I was able to attend this wedding coz I would be leaving on this Sunday for a long tour which will leave me coming and going, so it was good that I was able to attend it and was a part of it.  Once again, my heartiest congratulations to Puja and Ashish.

Last night , I went to my friend Puja's home. Her wedding is today and it was a pre-wedding dance and music function. Its a love marriage which is going to happen. I had seen what and how all this has come up to these happy moments and I really wish that Puja and Aashish would be forever happy and smiling. Function went great.  There was so much of dancing and music everywhere.  Did I dance?Well if you have asked this that means you don't know that I believe some one must be in the audience too and that's exactly where I am always.  Wedding will be in the day time hmm after about 2 hours it will start.  Its raining too today.  Lets hope it wont spoil the celebrations.  Did I say "spoil the celebrations"?Just remembering some thing synch with these words.  Anyway time for me to get ready and than leave.  Excuse me,I have a wedding to attend :-).

Love stories and love letters are so much important to those who are in Love or/and who long to be in love.  So don't they matter to me or I don't like them?Well I shall talk about this some other time. Here what I just found. A guy has sent a letter to his love ( or friend or whatever you want to call) and gets a reply.  It made me smile so I thought will share it with you. Firstly it will be the guy's letter and then it will be the reply of the gal to him.  Let me know you liked it or not?  Rahul's love letter to Ankita in Q/A format.... My Dearest Ankita!! Please answer the following questionnaire. For Options (a)10 marks, (b) 5marks and (c) 3 marks. 1) Whenever you enter the class room, your sight always falls on me because: (a) of love (b) you couldn't control seeing me (c) really ... am I doing it? 2) Whenever professor cracks joke, you laugh and turn and look at me because: (a) you always like to see me smiling (b) you are testing whether I like...

I have not posted much though its being 9 days since I have come back. Its not because I don't have anything in heart to say. There is a lot that is there inside. Alot of anger is there over so many things, people. But I am not able to give it a face in the form of words. It just feels there is so much emptiness inside. I don't know what's the reason for it but yes this is the state of mind at the moment and I have no idea how to fill this emptiness.

Yes it is.  After almost 20 years, mom had been promoted and also got the place of her choice. From last some time there were lots of problems going on at her school.  Finally she is able to come out from that environment and also from the company from those people who didn't value her and her presence there.  Anyways its just a very happy moment for entire family.Congrats mom!

I am in a very bad mood at the moment. There is so much anger and  I am so much upset. I don't know what to say and what to not? There are some things about which I shall talk some time later. I am listening songs at the time when I am writing this, trying to calm myself but not able to do it, nothing is helping. All this is there and to make things worse, I am not feeling well too.  No idea what to do or where to go? I am really missing my punching bag which if would be here today, I would have torn it apart! I guess there is no other way out except to just sit and bear this pain.

Some times, some lines, some words paint such a good picture in front of you that you can actually see the depth of those words, lines in that pictures so lively in front of your eyes.  My friend Kavita has found some lines on her machine and have posted them on her blog here . Truly amazing lines!As Kavita said in the post, they do really represent the true emotions of a person who has given away everything of his to get just one thing, Love!I am posting the lines here also but all the credits for this post goes absolutely to Kavita only.  Have a read: You gave me some life You gave some reason to live that life! You were so near but so far! I laughed when you laughed I cried when you were sad I wanted to see the lightening smile Always on your face.  All your grief is mine! All the happiness in this world is yours! You were too far but, so near! Just a heartbeat away! There was a time Where life looked like a fairy tale, It was just you and me, Nothing else! Yo...

Yes I just got back in the morning today after a long and tiring tour.  This tour was a little bit hectic and a little bit different from the other ones for couple of reasons.  Except one part ( which too did not bad but as they say once you are in habit of being the best you cant get satisfied being just "good" , so one tour was like that).So in the total, this whole tour was okay. My first stay was at Calcutta.  Calcutta, I had been there some time back before for the first time.  That time I didn't actually go to Calcutta but a place near to it and than I went to Calcutta for 1 day.  Some memories came up instantly into the mind when I landed up there in Calcutta.  I went to Calcutta for official reasons but that time it was for a personal reason.  I was trying to go to Malaysia and  in that process I had to go to Calcutta for 3 days.  I remember that place so well coz in 3 days, I spent 2 days watching tv only without any phone or anyth...

Yes its correct.  I shall be leaving tomorrow for a long travel.  This time once again , I shall be facing very toughest challenges both in the case of modules and also clients.  I am not sure what will happen.  But I just hope that everything would go fine.  Pray for me guys!

I read a lot of blogs and a lot of love stories, watch not much but yes some good love movies too.  But I am not sure that I ever read some thing like this in my life before. If you have ever loved some one from the deep of the heart, you would love this letter written by Scarlett .I have no more better words to say this that Scarlett has written a life in these few paragraphs.  For any comments, please give them on the original post coz they are much deserved there only.  I am posting entire post here just to save too many page jumps.  Have a read: Dear , I know I will never post this letter but I need to write this for, like they say, every relationship is complete only when it ends. It came as an email, the invitation to your wedding and I was besides myself to read about the girl who would be your wife. You didn't send me the email of course, it was forwarded by a friend who had known us from the time when such a wedding invitation would have been an unspeakabl...

I don't watch movies much and neither do I watch tv for much time.  Yes I do listen music for hours.  But at times, I do watch movies too.  Its been years that I have stepped into a movie hall.  Why ?Well one reason is that I never got that much craze to see a movie that I would get up and go all the way to the hall to watch it.  Second ( and a bit unusual one) reason is some time back , I did wish to go for a movie in the hall but promised some one that I shall go with that person only when I shall start going to hall.  That didn't happen either.  So in short, I see all of my movies on vcd/dvds only :-).So when yesterday, Gunjan said that she wants to watch TaRaRumPum, I had to go and bring it for her.  She saw it in the night after her office but I didn't as I wasn't at home.  I just saw the movie TaraRumPum  and here are my thoughts about the movie, music and an overall review. TaRaRumPum starts with a little slow pace and in ...

Some times in very few lines or words, a lot is said, all the pain and/or joys are told in very few words.  I read these lines some where. I wont be explaining their meaning in any other way as those lines in themselves say a lot. Let me know what you thought about them.  Have a read: You made me cry, You tore me apart! You left me in tears, You have shattered my heart!   It wasn't your fault, I know it was just me! I must knew, love isn't forced, And you never loved me!   Now that I know, It still doesn't help! Because for some reasons, My heart won't let go!   I shall quietly leave some day, Coz that's the last that I would do! But it wont be so easy as I just said, Coz of bleeding wounds given by you!   I always dreamed to be in love, Thought its a heaven full of joy! But I lost all the smiles, When you threw me away like a waste toy!   I made a mistake, I longed...

Some times, some words are so short but their meanings are so much deep.  All depends upon how much one understands out of those things?I just read a short story whose message is something which most of us claim to know but actually we don't wanted to share that story with everyone so I am posting it here, have a read and let me know your thoughts about it.  Have a read: A little gal and her father were crossing a bridge.  The father was kind of scared so he said to his little daughter,"Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don't fall into the river".The little gal replied , " No dad, you hold my hand."The puzzled father asked the gal,"what's the difference my dear?" That little gal replied,"there is a big difference father.  If I hold your hand and some thing happens to me, chances are that I may let your hand go.  But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens, you will never let my hand go." And the ...

I never knew about ICQ  6 years ago until I was asked by someone to make an id over there coz for the chat it was must.  I still remember that I asked my friend Kapil to install it on his machine but he didn't have it.  That time download speeds were just like snails and I waited almost about 8 hours for it to get install and than to make my login over it.  I still remember that day so clearly like it was yesterday.  You must be asking who that person was for whom I did all that?Well I wont be answering this question here or anywhere else too.  I am sorry for it.  Anyways I used ICQ not so much but still I used it whenever I had to chat.  Its among the most popular chat solutions available I guess globally.  Still I found it a little quirky but that is just my opinion. Well you must be thinking that why I am so interested to put a review of ICQ?Actually no its not for the ICQ and its functions.  Actually its about a little sigh of...

Yes I am back today.  Well the trip some how was okay.  Though I was at a place where I didn't plan or think that I would go but some how, some way it did turn out to be an okay trip.  I left a smile on the faces of all so I guess I can say that it was an okay trip. There were some things that happened on this trip which didn't happen before.  One was that I fell sick and those 4 days they were really tough for me to take upon coz of my sickness.  Second in my class , there was a guy with a name and I already knew some one whose name was also the same and  all the time I was remembering out that guy only.  Some how this guy in the class  got involved in so much of the arguments with me.  It was becoming a little over the edge at the time too but it didn't cross its limits ( thank god for that) and everything went well.  I had a chance to go to an other place which have some memories for me.  I liked the p...

Yes I shall be leaving tomorrow early morning.  This time its a tough program and a long tour ahead.  This program is one of the toughest programs and the next 2 programs, I shall be taking up for the first time.  I already have faced a setback in this last tour so I am so much worried.  I just hope nothing like that will happen anymore now.  Pray for me guys.  I really need your wishes and prayers!

If you know me you must also know this that I love music and in that on the top of every thing, Punjabi Music.  There are so many songs in my favorite list.   But this post is not to tell you about my interest in music and also not to tell you that I have my favorite music video lists .This is about 2 videos ( Punjabi) videos which I have just found and have recently added in my list.  These are among those very few ones which are so much close to my heart, both by their lyrics and music.  Also their videos say so much.  So what exactly is so special about these videos you must be thinking?I mean they are just like any other song and video that is out there in the ocean of ever increasing songs/videos.Isnt it that's what is in your mind at the moment?Well if yes than I would say no its not like that.  Want to know why they are different?Than keep on reading. A few months back, I posted some thing with title Feeling Expressed Magically Truly . This w...