Aman's Blog....

Few days back, I wrote a post about Aquarian Man  which is me. I found that one quite near to be to my self. Today  when I was sitting over my guest house manager's desktop, I found some more informaion about Aquarian Man so thought will share with you all. Well I find this also quite near-to-be-true. If you know me, let me know how much its true about me. Have a read: Hot-hearted man who likes to do thing his way. He can suddenly decide to do something without thinking of it's outcome. He is the type of guy with an inside energizer, so if you fall in love with this type of guy be "patient", even if you have to follow him a bit. His creative mind could create fantastic idea any time. If you do not understand or can not follow him, you won't be with him for long. A man in this Zodiac will less likely to have a pale skin, and if he has a scar, it would be on his face or on his head. He moves very fast and very energetic, and he has a very self confident in himself...

No I am not on any killing spree, I was talking about my programs. I have finished another one yesterday. Now there is one more to go at this place. Its been a long trip here but so far, so good that's all that I can say! This program had the same thing that the last program had, lots of people, lots of respect and treatment like a star to us. Everything was great except for one thing that my venue was about 200kms from my hotel. The travel was a killer. That was the only thing which was a problem. There were so many things that happened in this program which never happened before. Well to start from, I never traveled so far to conduct my program. So that was the first big shock. The next one was that before we would start, principal of the the host college asked me and another guy to give short speeches about the program. Now the other guy was a master in that as he is doing this kind of thing from a long time. But poor me never touched a microphone before ever. And despite that...

Alot of times, few lines when we read, touch our hearts and we are forced to sit back and think about them if not many times still atleast for once. But its not often that few lines do two things and that is that they do touch our hearts but some where they tell a story of our lives also. Here are few lines which are describing something similar. These lines are depicting the story of a guy who have seen the real colors of every one and is telling what he is feeling now. These lines are in Punjabi. I shall explain their meaning in English in a while. Have a read, Ae khushi kade sade ghar v muskrandi aa, Hauli hauli mukk chale ne saade dil de chaa! Hauli hauli mukk chale ne saade dil de chaa! Pio v changa maa v changi,main maadi aulaad! Ghar dean de supne saare keete main barbaad! Dil ne keha jo mann liya main,a llah hai gawah! Hauli hauli.... Hauli hauli.... Tera mera ki rishta ae, samaj saki na tun! Chitti chadar de vich ik din takk laina mainu! Hanju akhan ...

I finished my program today. It was a big chaotic one when it got started. This was the first of the kind program which I had done. This is not the usual one as here the people who came were the faculties in multiple engineering colleges. It was not the usual kind of program as there were alot of speeches, formal startup of the program happening in the start. And not to forget, I needed to travel 140kms everyday back and forth from my hotel to the venue. Despite all the hassles, bad food at the venue , the guys were great. They gave me so much of respect and displayed so much of eagerness to learn that I really forgot everything. It was a very good feeling to make people aware about some thing which I really like, Oracle database. In the end, there was a closing ceremony. I am not really the kind of person who likes too much of speeches, formal sort of stuff that mostly is artificial only. But it was a part of the program that I had to attend it with another person who was also a pa...

Yeah I got back today morning. I shall be leaving again tomorrow. This was a terrible week. I have never been so tense in any program of fine. It was almost certain that the program was going to be bounced. But I must thank the guys who came for the program that supported me all the time and also were very cooperative. If it had not been than the fate was already decided for this program. I don't really like talking about myself any point but this time, I really felt like achieving a real tough goal and that was to make sure that the program ends well with everyone smiling. And it did happen that all were smiling. I didn't like too much rain that was there, a cage like room that I got in the hotel, long stays in the office trying to troubleshoot the technical issues of the installations, skipping meals for 3 days but I am still glad that all ended well. I am at the moment just so much tired. An empty feeling is there inside the heart, I am not sure why. Its just feeling that t...

Its been the crazy 4 days. I am not sure that I ever got into such a bad situation before and I really wish that I won't ever get into the same again. Nothing else except issues I am facing from last 4 days. I can't even get upset over the responsible guys as they are novice and they did beyond what they could with their limited knowledge. But still, what ever may be the reason of it, the task didn't get complete and every day I am feeling like fresh meat thrown in front of hungry lions. I am just trying out that things sort out and nothing bad would happen. Okay so you must be thinking that what is there so wrong that happened? Well now you have asked so let me tell you. I needed 8 machines to be up and running with Linux and Oracle database installed before I could start. I was told that it is done and its "perfect". I thought it would be the same only and landed up at the venue. Guess what, nothing was there. Since last 4 days , I am working round the clock to...

I am at Bombay. Its been like crazy yesterday since I had to catch a flight from Allahabad back to Delhi and immediately after 2 hours from that, another flight to here. Needless to say, it squeezed me like anything. Good thing was that I was having a holiday today so I could recollect myself. Its raining like crazy here. I like rains but not like this. Its like in a minute, its clean than its raining and its not just raining , its like raining like cats and dogs. And I can see the status of the roads after the rain which gives me goosebumps. Another reason may be that I don't like this place too much. Anyways, enough of ranting, as I am not going to stay here for long so I shouldn't be complaining either. This time the hotel that had been booked for me, it gave me a room which is junior single room. Not sure that when they put the title then junior meant for the room or for the person? Its like 10X6feet wide only where one can barely go on a bed that's all. Thanks to bud...

I have to leave tomorrow. Besides that I am always worried or concerned or bothered , whatever you can say , about my programs and their outcome, this time or I should say from this time, I am much more worried about some thing much more serious related to my family. I am just wishing and praying that all the things remain sorted and on their place. I really don't have much strength left to bear any more blows. Pray for me guys!

At times, when there is so much wrong going on,all one needs is some one to come along , sit  besides and say , hey don't be worried, everything is going to be fine! It may not solve the problem at all but those words act like a life saver. And its not just true for that person who is having problem but also for those who are along with him. In the time of problem only , it becomes evident who is a real friend and who is just a phony! Yes I am seeing some of this at the moment myself. My problem is that I am not having a habit of praising people too much. I just can't do that. I say a few words and that too not to that person him/herself but to some one else. I just can't say long phrases in praise of anyone. And if I don't say , I certainly don't like people doing the same for me as well. I really like those who would come and tell me how "bad" I am rather than trying to put over the seventh sky with praises. I can't help it, its just me. Anyways as...

At times, few lines just reveal so much. I read these lines yesterday and needless to say, I found them just so true. I am sharing them with you. Have a read, Roye hain bahot tab zara karaar mila hai, Is jahan mein kise bhala sacha pyar mila hai! Guzar rahi hey zindagi imtehano ke daur se, Ek khatam hua To dusra taiyaar mila hai! Mere damaan ko khushiyo ki kami ka nahi malaal, Gam ka khazana jo isko beshumar mila hai! Who khushnasib hain jinhe mehboob mil gaya, Mein kamnasib hun mujhe intezar mil gaya! Gam nahi mujhe ke dushman hua yeh zamana, Jab har dost hathoon mein liye talwar mila hai! Sab kuch khuda ne tum ko bhala kaisey de diya, Mujhe to uske darr se sirf inkaar hi mila hai! And their meaning in English is, Today I have cried then only I got a little relief, Who has got real love in this world? This life is passing through phases of so hard tests, Before one ends, the next is already ready! I don't regret that I have got so less smiles, As I have got a treasure of cries...

My sister  is working in the beauty industry from quite some time now. She has put a lot of hard work in her work and from that have made a name for herself in it too. Besides being a professional in this field, time to time, for her company she has done modeling too. Her snaps are published in Stylespeak Magazine  ( yet under production website) too.  So sis rocks.  Way to go sis, wow!

Yes I got back today morning. Well the program went fine. It was a little tiring though but still the guys were great. They were very happy when they left and I guess that's a good sign. It was after a long time since I went to Delhi office of mine and needless to mention,I always feel great to be there. Over all, a good program! There is some thing not so good in the happening. I spent my entire day trying to find the cause and remedy for it. Hope everything gets sorted as soon as possible. Its really so much important for things to get sorted out.