Thursday, October 15, 2015

A Song Depicting Pain Flawlessly-Dil Kafiraa (Mickey Singh)….

It’s not very often that a new age musician is able to bring that deepness in his music, voice and lyrics which are just going to leave you mesmerized. Mickey Singh is one of those few singers who when sing, create an aura that forces one to stop and listen to his music. Definitely, Mickey has sung foot tapping numbers like Bad Bad Girl & Double Addi but his real talent shines out when he sings songs that are depicting of the pain of heart, have superb lyrics and more soulful music than just beats and bass over-doze. I had listened to one of his such songs some time back and I had decided to share it with you but it just slipped out of mind. Fortunately, Mickey has released another song for an upcoming Shareek(Punjabi movie) which IMO is simply great. I am sharing that song here and call it a coincidence or whatever, even my mood is just so upset while writing this post. Anyways!

Following is the official video from the movie. But it’s not the complete song. I shall be putting up the entire song with its translation in English followed by a lyrical video that has entire song.


And here are the lyrics-first in Punjabi.

Rabb di sune na eh jag di sune,
Bas mehboob di raah hi chune!
Din ohde khaylaan wich,
Yaadan wich raat dhali!

Dik kafiraa e, manda nai!
Kehnda jana main taan yaar di gali!(2xRepeat)

Dil da vehda khali khali,
Kare udeekan ohdian!
Mit gayian bas mit na sakian hathaan chon leekan ohdian!
Ohi lafz pehla ohi gall aakhiri!(2xRepeat)

Dik kafiraa e, manda nai!(3xRepeat)

Manntaan jo v mangian si,
Oh mannian nai ohna peeraan ne!
Marji nai si saadi, saanu wakh keeta taqdeeran ne!
Rab kol jaan to hi pehlan dua tutt gayi!
Dik kafiraa e, manda nai!(3xRepeat)

And here is the translation of the same in English,

My heart Doesn't neither listens to God nor to what this world says,
It just wants to follow the path chosen by the beloved!
Day has passed in her thoughts,
Night is spent being lost in her memories!

Heart is a disbeliever and it just doesn't agree!
It just says that it wants is to go in the street where beloved lives!(2xRepeat)

Courtyard of  my heart feels desolated,
It is just awaiting for her!
Lines in my hands have faded except the one belonging to her!
She is the first word and she is the last talk ever!(3xRepeat)

Heart is a disbeliever and it just doesn't agree!
It just says that it wants is to go in the street where beloved lives!(3xRepeat)

Vows that I made to the deities,they chose to refuse those vows!
It wasn't our choice but fate separated us!
Even before being received by God, prayers were shattered!(2xRepeat)

Heart is a disbeliever and it just doesn't agree!
It just says that it wants is to go in the street where beloved lives!(3xRepeat)

I shall not say anything about the song and the emotions depicted in the song at the moment. Do check back in a day or two when I shall upload another song of Mickey Singh which would just bring tears in your eyes-it brings in my eyes every single time.

Before closing, here is the full song-1st one Dil Kafiraa.

Friday, October 09, 2015

Sitting Alone, Sad & Shattered….

I am sitting here  alone, unwell and feeling like crying so much. Yes, thinking about many things. But above all, cursing this day because today is the day when God decided to take my dad away from my family and gave me this curse to pretend and act to be strong by keeping a straight face. And this keeping-straight-face is what makes people think that I don’t have emotions, all I care about is myself and all I do is just to make me happy. Don’t know how I can cut my heart out and show that all I want is to scream so loudly and cry so much cos I am missing my dad so much! Don’t know how I can tell what it feels when I saw this guy sitting in a train with his dad and that elderly person did hug his son and told him-take care of yours! Don’t know how I can explain that what it feels to portray being a mature person knowing that now, dad is not there to come and save you, protect you. Just don’t know!

I am just not feeling well and having this cough, cold and fever but I am wishing so much for rain cos I really want to walk in it and cry so much!

Dad, I hope you are watching  us. Just want to tell you that I miss you more than I can tell you too! I don’t cry cos I had been asked not to as I must stay strong as all look upon me only but I want to, I really want to cry so much while hugging you  so tightly!