Just now, I got this below song showed up in my YouTube channel recommended to be listened. I had never heard it before and just when I was about to close my laptop to take a shower and get ready, it popped up from nowhere and I have listened to it from last about 10 minutes again and again.
Here are the lyrics of it, courtesy AZLyrics
"Tonight I Wanna Cry"
Alone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me
The way that it was and could have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away
I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry
Would it help if I turned a sad song on
"All By Myself" would sure hit me hard now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way
[Repeat chorus twice]
What can I say more than this that at times, just when you are in a specific mood at a specific place,you stumble on something which breaks you and you just burst into tears without even realizing it-lost in memories and thoughts and a struggle to find the answer of a "why" despite that there won't be any answer.